she dreams in colour, she dreams in red
"He [Kurt Cobain] was a real sweetheart. And he told me that he had come to see my nightclub act, in Seattle, but got there two hours too late! Haha! He had no idea that they put me on at the club so early. So he completely missed me. But he was a real sweetheart, a real kind soul. And he actually - we worked together again on SNL, you know, later on that same year. And he and the rest of the boys were absolutely fabulous, so lovely, and they really appreciated what I was doing, I think mainly because he thought outside the box and understood that, you know, what drag is at its core, totally punk-rock."
RuPaul, 2014. 

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Lip lined my lips with black eyeliner here and then filled them in with deep purple lipstick with a semi smokey eye. (my make up skills are really quite poor but I’m experimenting) (must buy make up brushes) (and better make up)

Been trying to experiment a bit with make up recently. This is smokey eye ft. glitter ft. small silver gems and red lips.

Literally don’t think I could feel more sad and alone if I tried.

I feel so lonely cos our house is super awks atm and I’m not doing anything tonight because I cba getting drunk as I’d actually like to be functional in work tomorrow. Dunno what to do. Feel like my best friend doesn’t want to chill for some reason and I could actually cry cos I’ve not had nothing to do in so long I feel really empty.


Uh! Oh!

(via grrrl-anachronism)

It’s 3am and I need to be up for work in 5 hours. Haven’t even drank tonight, only had a pint at the pub earlier even though everyone was on the vino cos I just couldn’t hack another awfully hungover day in work. I need to slow down with the vodka as my brain actually feels fuzzy the next day and I can’t piece together thoughts very well. 

Literally feel like I’ve had no me time recently as I’ve pretty much spent all my time in work or partying, like on a non stop loop. I’m knackered. Can’t believe I’m actually considering getting a second job either, especially as lectures start again next week but I just want to have money and get myself out my overdraft.

Definitely need more sleep, more food and more time alone and sober. 

I actually can’t wait to be done with uni and have a 9-5, 5 days a week job. Shift work is annoying and I want to be able to properly have weekend where I can be hungover without having to worry about work.

"I feel entirely dehumanised by the sun now, and wish for fog, snow, rain, humanity."
Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Edward Sackville-West

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The fact I have a whole year left living in this hell hole of a house is a joke. We haven’t even started the academic year properly yet and there is full on drama left right and centre. Horrific drama. I’d leave if I could but I’m contracted.